I'm having one of those days where everything makes me cry. I almost cried in class, like, 4 or 5 times. Thankfully we were having a video watching day & the lights were dim and nobody could really tell I hope. It's a combination of menstruation and lack of sleep, which if you didn't know, is a lethal emotional cocktail.
I did that thing again where I'm too much and it weirds the people out that I really want to like me. It's kind of a masochistic compulsion.
I also keep doing this thing when somebody praises me repeatedly where I can't handle it and I feel like I have to disappoint them to make things even again. I can't recognize that it's happening until I've already done it so I haven't figured out a way to stop the demented cycle.
I probably need to see a doctor.
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